Hi there! Im Eli, and this is my expirience. I recently fall in love with one of my best friends (im bi and she too but the only thing is that she is hard to fall in love and she prefer the boys than girls soo I have it difficult) Were going to name her "Pearl" ok? Well, the thing with pearl is that I was entering a new school and make me friend with her and her best friend (We are going to name ... » Continue Reading
I am being crazy? Have u ever like someone and start thinking they like u back? Well, im passing thru that. You without context will say thats awesome, but with some context u will need to think twice before saying anything. Pearl is the love of my life, but shes a friend so idk if she is only being kind with my like a friend, but in the other side are some actions, some things she say, the way sh... » Continue Reading
Once Katie told me " love your self first than love other, you are nothing inside" And hell nah that's no true, that phrase hurt me a lot. But here i im to show is not true, to show me is not true. 'Cause is true is a good recomendation but only if I care about it, 'cause I really love myself. Here I make a list to remember me what I love from me. 1. I love my way to think about things. Sometimes... » Continue Reading
Omgg I just need to tell u more about her cause I know if I tell Katie about her she is going to kill me for not doing what she told me to do (erase my feelings for her gonna talk about that in another blog, okay?) Well the think with Pearl is magical idk. We recently had some physical interactions but not that ones that feels of friendship, sometimes with only close friends I sometimes give kisse... » Continue Reading
I compare myself with her Even if i promise not to do it But look at me Just look at me And look at her I don`t even need to ask "why her?" Cause is a obvious reason Is even more than I can say But guess what? No one cares and no one knows I compare myself with her Cause compare me with her will change nothing, cause I » Continue Reading
Una de mis amigas favoritas me regalo un ramo de lavandas (de papel). Pero no pasa nada me senti bastante especial porque al parecer no esperaba nada de nadie jaja. » Continue Reading
I love Stray kids, i am a Stay since the era Noisy. Recently one of my ex best friends start to listen stray kids, I dont have problem with it except that she call her " the best stay ". She doesn't even have 1 year of be a stay.When I was friend of she I talked to her about Stray kids and she told me that the were gay Chinese. I feel like she steal the think what I most like. I needed to express... » Continue Reading