"Pearl" Again

Omgg I just need to tell u more about her cause I know if I tell Katie about her she is going to kill me for not doing what she told me to do (erase my feelings for her gonna talk about that in another blog, okay?) Well the think with Pearl is magical idk.

We recently had some physical interactions but not that ones that feels of friendship, sometimes with only close friends I sometimes give kisses but no in the lips. Around the face, and that is something i recently avoiding for the same reason to not make me ilussions but well Pearl give me some kisses around the faces sometimes and its wonderful. Also she and I sleep together in Katie house, but when I mean sleep togheter is SLEEP TOGHETER. Like when we sleep we were so fucking close and hug a lot but when I said hug is like really really my face was in her chest. And there was something more but is super dificult to say it in english imagine is also difficult to explainin spanish know imagine in english so well im going to continue with the interactions hehe.  She took my hand and sat me in her lap and OMGG IT WAS FREAKING ME THIS WHOLE TIME. And it has no context we we're just chill and then she sits in a banking that was TOTALLY EMPTY and she took my hand and sat me in her lap AND SHE CONTINUE TO TALK NORMAL. I saw her a little bit red but every time I saw her she is like that (idk what it means xd) There had been more interactions but right now im just freaking out and mega red trying to stay calm every time I remember it.