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14/02/24
Category: Blogging
I was put on moodstablizers and I feel like I am in 3rd person » Continue Reading
Maddy
"Listening to music "
19, She/Her , UK
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02/02/24
Category: Blogging
It's been a while. Work has been crazy this week, so many new students. I've made an appointment with a new therapist on Monday, so we'll see how that goes. Me and therapy had never worked so I am giving it one more try, and if this fails I am done. » Continue Reading
29/01/24
Category: Blogging
I'm not even sure if there are mice in my walls anymore. Normally, my dog would react to the noise, but she's not. And when I bang on my walls to try and scare it off, it continues to chew. This is driving me insane, I have to push down on every part of my walls multiple times a day to feel for weak spots, I can't sleep. I don't know what to do. » Continue Reading
26/01/24
Category: Blogging
Sooo, I decided to make an appointment with my psychiatrist and she's raised her prices! 40 fucking £ for a 10 min talk with her, that doesn't even include the £60 for my meds. I'm not gonna be struggling to eat until I get paid next. It's fucking expensive being mentally ill, I don't recommend it. » Continue Reading
Meds
Category: Blogging
I don't know whether to just give up on my meds cause they aren't doing anything and I'm wasting my money, or actually get help and talk to my psychiatrist about it and spend more money. Either way, I can't afford it. Fuck I'm exhausted. » Continue Reading
Work
Category: Jobs, Work, Careers
I swear sometimes my students don't realise that this is my job, how I earn money. So when they no show, I don't make money and they just act like "oops sorry I forgot.". I spend so much time preparing for their lessons and they just don't care. I don't get paid enough for this shit. » Continue Reading
23/01/24
Category: Blogging
Works burning me out even tho I don't even work that many hours. Just like having to talk to my students and be all happy and laughing when all I wanna do is bed rot. I can't tell if I've gone into a manic or depressive episode like I've been really impulsive and want to do stuff and get small bursts of energy but I can't get out of bed, I'm not even sleeping just scrolling on my phone all day. F... » Continue Reading
Piercings
Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
Me and My Mum just gave each other piercings, She did great on mine but hers was a messsss. Maybe I'll just stick to tattooing XD. » Continue Reading
New here
Category: Friends
Heyyy, I'm new here and would love to meet new people. So, feel free to message and add me » Continue Reading