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026 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
why do they always change after you're not there to see it anymore? » Continue Reading
025 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
and everyday im bitterly reminded why sometimes suicide is the only escape » Continue Reading
024 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
oh who you could be, if you cared. cared to change cared to grow cared to show something If only you cared, to want something anything for once in your life If you cared to communicate to not ignore me for hours If you cared to grow maybe the gym isn't all that bad letting go of soda could be good If you cared to dream a future outside of mediocrity a wife, a fulfilling career » Continue Reading
023 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
I don't think you love me I think you lie to save me from the fall I text you, welcoming accepting eager and your responses are one too many words short I give you space in hopes you'll come back but I only see you talk in our shared group chat you're tired not in the mood but I always am calm somewhat composed and somehow I know it'll never be enough to keep you fro » Continue Reading
022 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
and when I am gone will you write my name in the sand? you'll ask "where were the signs?" as you look over my texts over my stories over me and still you'll look for signs that were always there. - dol » Continue Reading
021 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
YOU DON]T LVLOE M E YOU ,LIAR YLOUJ LIAR YLOUJ LIAR YLOU DONT LOVE M E IKVE NEVER DONE THIS TO YOU I WOULD N EVER DO THIS TO YOU YOU DONT LOVE ME YLOU DONT YOU FUCKING LIKAR YOU DON T LOV ME YOU IKGNORE NO ONED BUT ME YOU HATE ME YOU DONT LOVED ME YU FUCKING LIAR YOU FUCKING LIAR Y DONT LIKE ME YOU LIAR YOU FUCKING LKIAR YOU DONT LKOVDE ME YOU FUCKING NARACCIST IVE DONE EVERYHTING FOR YLOU I DID... » Continue Reading
— 2 Kudos
020 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I AM COMPULSED BY YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOULL NEVER BE HAPPY I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU DIE DIE DIE DIE I AM ANGRY I AM BITTER I AM MANIAC I AM BPD I AM UNPERFECT I HAVE EMOTIONS I FEEL I CRY I SCREAM AND I SCREAM MORE AND I SCREAM MORE THAT I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HAT... » Continue Reading
019 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
it wasn’t real.. none of it was frankly it’s your fault for thinking it was and overthinking you weren’t right and now look at you you’re pitiful and what do you say nothing silence is your weapon you attempt to draw against my shield of self doubt? you’re pathetic it wasn’t real it won’t ever be working for something with no end why won’t you just listen to me i want to help » Continue Reading
018 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
i feel so dirty i feel so ashamed i feel so sick i feel all the feelings i do not wish to feel i hate it i hate how i feel i hate how i continue to feel i hate how i continue to try when nothing works when i’ve pleased no one i hate how i yearn to be accepted yet i hate everyone i hate how im so angry and it’s actually sadness i hate how im not angry but anger is all i know » Continue Reading
017 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
cover my mouth if i scream better yet cover my mouth when i scream when i scream until my legs give out when i scream into the dark abyss of the sea and do not threaten to drown out my sound when i scream until i break down and i crumble in your arms like that soft oatmeal cookie with the hard shell until you bite it bite into me like you are starving hold me like you are lonely cling onto me l » Continue Reading
016 ୨ৎ
Category: Writing and Poetry
i am maniac i am sad i am angry i am full of rage and sadness and they coexist inside of me i am something i am also nothing i am the bridge inbetween life and death and i beg to pick a side i beg to be apart of something something whole but instead i am maniac i am bpd and i am everything but free » Continue Reading