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I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I AM COMPULSED BY YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU YOULL NEVER BE HAPPY I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU DIE DIE DIE DIE I AM ANGRY I AM BITTER I AM MANIAC I AM BPD I AM UNPERFECT I HAVE EMOTIONS I FEEL I CRY I SCREAM AND I SCREAM MORE AND I SCREAM MORE THAT I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU AND I HATE MY EPISODES AND I HATE HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IVE TRIED SO HARD TO NO AVAIL SET ME FREE LET ME BREATHE GIVE ME A BREAK PRAISE ME FOR BEING SO AMBITIOUS AND YOUNG PRAISE ME FOR SOMETHING LET ME LIVE LET ME BE HAPPY I CRY BECAUSE I CAN I AM ALLOWED TO CRY TELL ME IM ALLOWED TO FEEL THIS WAY TELL ME I AM NOT CRAZY TELL ME ITS OKAY TELL ME YOU WONT LEAVE BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME SAY IT SAY YOU LOVE ME YOU LIAR YOU LIAR YOU LIAR MURDER ME LIKE YOU MURDERED MY SOUL YOU MURDERED MY DREAMS YOU MURDERED WHO I COULD’VE BEEN AND YOU STAND THERE LIKE YOUVE DONE NOTHING LIKE YOU HAVENT BROKE DOWN EVERYTHING I PUT UP DO NOT LIE TO ME YOU LIAR YOU LIAR YOU LIAR I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU YOUVE DESTROYED ME YOUVE RUINED ME YOU CANNOT FIX ME YOU HAVE PLEASED EVERYONE BUT ME YOUVE FAILED ME YOU CONTINUE TO FAIL ME I HATE YOU I HATE YOU BECAUSE OF YOU I CRY I CRY I CRY AND I CANNOT STOP AND I HATE YOU FOR IT I HATE YOU FOR THE WALLS YOUVE BROKEN I HATE YOU FOR THE THINGS YOUVE SAID I HATE YOU FOR THE TIMES YOUVE TREATED ME LIKE IM SUB HUMAN I HATE WHEN YOUVE FORCED EVERYTHING OUT OF ME AND HEAR ME SCREAM BUT DO NOTHING I HATE YOU I HATE YOU BECAUSE OF WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME DOING NOTHING AT YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU FOR RUINING SO MANY NIGHTS OF MY HAPPINESS I HATE YOU FOR RUINING VOICES FOR RUINING FACES FOR THINKING OF ME FOR THINKING TOO MUCH I HATE YOU JUST TELL ME ITS OKAY TO HATE YOU TELL ME IM NOT THE BAD GUY FOR ONCE LET ME BE IN YOUR HEART AND DO NOT LIE TELL ME ITS OKAY TO BE WHO I AM I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS TOO ARROGANT TOO STUPID TOO FULL OF MYSELF I HATE YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS TOO MUCH

but least i am somewhat beautiful.