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Category: Writing and Poetry
i yearned and i keep yearning for something i cannot have for something that does not exist and rage consumes me i slam myself against the wall and break down in a fit of sobs i scream until my lungs hurt and my heart threatens to rip out my chest and no amount of music can soothe the ache of wishing to lie in arms that wish to hold you to kiss lips that wish to kiss you that » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
a puddle of myself in your lap covered in blood sigh "you're on your period?" no I respond or else I think I respond I think ive passed out I don't think I was ever conscious what? you didn't know that was my first? ha me either I didn't expect to be taken in the night who are you again? where am I? I can't feel anything but somehow I feel your disgusting eyes as you come » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
don't ask never ask for my opinion too overcast with emotion never sensible compact literate enough for you you don't ask to insult me you don't ask to help me don't ask if I want it give it to me my opinions are small compared to yours don't ask if I smile force me too it doesn't matter if ive never smiled before or its my first you didn't ask then you didn't care if it w » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
vote on me vote on me like a poll like a census and its the end of the year vote on me as if you've got my uterus as if you've got my burdens as if you've got my body that shields me from the mean men on the roads or on the medias vote on me like you've been in my shoes and can carry the child I shall soon manifest vote on my womb and how I dress how I act vote on » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
to live as a woman is to live like you've never been lost breathe like you've never been deprived laugh like you've never been unhappy smile like you've never been sad but never cry crying shows your incompetence never be angry anger shows your impatience anger shows your tiredness prop back your shoulders like you've never been disappointed forgive like you've never been forget like it never ha » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
breathe.. breathe slowly in and out close your eyes then open them back earth you're still here still breathing still aware but still alone still cold and even as I lie beside you still silent stifling my laughter to smile at you as you shake in fear and my hand I place it on your heart "that was great right?" I told you I'd never leave never » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
the right side of my neck still smells like you... that lyric stuck in my mind flipping images of looking back at him twice as his hands left mine then his lips left mine then his heart left mine and the right side of my neck still smells like you... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I was a mitski girl and he was a radiohead boy both indie rock nerds I was the idiot in the corner with the painted face and he blamed my words on a troubled mind my tears scattered across the falling sky landing on the moon and he promised to send his heart up to me » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
my body is a temple my mind, it's art inscribed on the wall of churches of palaces written in the dirt of beaches backyards my name spoken with vice vindictive who are you to disagree » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
"do you hate what it made you?" what made me? "you know.. your life" oh.. what could've done that to my life? "your mind, how you thought before?" you're right, my words embody my being "its not great, so do you hate it?" I don't. It's made me better. "but you are arrogant, no?" no. "wow okay.." can I ask you? what has it made me? what should I hate on for becoming what I am? myself? » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I love you I love you why not too my love is not based on you loving me I can love you in a singular sense I can love you because I love you and not because you love me my love is flown separately a plane driven only by me » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I HATE YOU because im you? I HATE YOU really? I HATE YOU tell the whole story I HATE YOU BECAUSE because of what? BECAUSE YOU RUINED ME you were never perfect I STILL HATE YOU because I refuse to get angry? ... » Continue Reading
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