sometimes wishing I had someone irl to talk with, or someone who'd go thru a blizzard for me. I do so much for others just to be treated like a goddamn rug. it's times like these where my depression gets worse and want nothing to do with life, suicidal thoughts are constantly coming into mind. I tried my hardest to pretend to be happy but it just gets exhausting y'know? I can't keep pretending i'm... » Continue Reading
wh oops I pulled an all nighter playing fallout 4 again, kinda clipped too many videos in one go though. most of them were gnarly headshots. » Continue Reading
been addicted to fallout for the past two weeks, been staying up because of the game too. haha I ended up romancing Hancock because I love him too much, Valentine comes second lol.(sucks you can't Romance Valentine, he's a great character.) I've still got a long way to go on the game and the most agitating quest is The Silver Shroud, had a hard time trying to save Kent. after 9 t » Continue Reading
I woke up early this morning hoping i'd be able to stay awake the entire day but noooo, I smoked a bowl and then passed out. like whaaaat. anyways nothin' new happened yet but it's whatever haha » Continue Reading