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Category: Life
how do i continue living in a world thats not made for me? i dont want to go back into a burning house just because its freezing outside. i feel so lost in my own emotions. i dont even know how to keep breathing. i finally had it all, flashes of the future crossing my mind. a future that i have never seen before. its like life is spitting in my face, holding me at arms length to remind me how naiv... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
You have no idea how quickly time passes until you hit your second decade on this earth. It's only been a few months (well, one month) and it is already getting to me, to be honest. A few months back I had posted about how I am failing my future, because I was consuming media instead of actually studying for exams. let me tell you, I indeed did horribly. Not only exams, but also my tasks and over... » Continue Reading
Category: Religion and Philosophy
When I go through moments like these I often think 'What is the point of all this?' and to be honest with you I never reached an actual conclusion. Most of the time I just end up thinking about my friends and people I love/have loved. If I were to lay it out on the table just like that I'd tell you that I believe that there is no point. None at all. Personally I never saw heaven or afterlife as an... » Continue Reading
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Category: School, College, University
this whole christmas break was supposed to be a cram session i swear. i even started off strong like i did synopsis of my two subjects and then it went to shit i cant do this anymore!! my autistic ass got hyperfixated on resident evil and thats the only thing i am able to think about. SERIOUSLY i spent whole two weeks watching ada wong and leon kennedy edits on tiktok instead of studying because '... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Okay so except for the fact that i smoke like crazy my body is such a temple (i started working out and dieting last week)(my mom buys me protein everything) i swear like im not sure if im doing so great bc suddenly my siblings get the most heavenly food and shes like we dont eat stuff like that :)) like youre right but ITS TEMPTING ME OMFG but its fine bc im on my way to be a healthy skinny lege... » Continue Reading
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