I'm writing this bc I'm sure you won't ever read this, but I do deep down hope you somehow find it, bc there is no point on telling you how I feel now. I've been having this feeling of emptiness ever since you left. my new friends are great, they know how to communicate, and they treat me as i deserve; but they're not you. I guess I was already used to you. I feel like we connected in a very pers... » Continue Reading
ok, I'm definitely going through another episode and I've already accepted it. I know it will be temporary so I'm trying to kinda make amends with what I'm feeling. I think that's the healthiest thing to do rn. I talked to Fran and he says that maybe that's just the way I am, maybe there's nothing that's really causing these ups and downs, but it's fine as long as I have a healthy coping mechanism... » Continue Reading
hi! I think my gastritis is back. I haven't been hungry in three days (at all), even when I have just barely eaten anything and I'm starting to get super worried. sometimes my tummy burns too, so that's why I believe its gastritis, but I'm not sure. I can't really afford going to the doctor's rn so I'll just sleep it off like I did a couple years ago, and then I hope I'll be fine and able to eat t... » Continue Reading