"Existing I guess, idk I'm not that busy."
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Hey everyone I'm back with another loser life blog post! 🥲😮💨 Rn it is 3:25am and feeling really freaking depressed because idk I'm just so alone and like I will be alone forever everyone I know has some one and yeah I'm jealous because I DID have someone but I just f-ed it all up..... Idk what's actually wrong with me, I mess every single thing I touch up, I can never do anything right my happine... » Continue Reading
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Hey everyone it sure has been a hot minute. I'm doing well, probably.. Anywho my life lately has had its ups and downs which of course is normal since it is life uugghhh but the good times were really good and the bad times were beyond very very bad :( Let's start off with the good! I've been living happily at my grandparents every since I ran away from my abusive household living with my yo... » Continue Reading
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Well, it's been a year since my last blog post and a LOT has happened. I finally moved out of my abusive household and now I live with my grandparents my life is just so much better, but for some reason, my depression got worse so I am on a new type of antidepressant which is stronger than the one I was on previously. Idk even though I have friends most of the time they don't speak to me and I get... » Continue Reading
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Hi so, today I made a video and it's just another analogue vlogs that I've gotten into and if been having a LOT of fun doing so. Today was kinda different instead of me being inside all day for the last like 2 weeks, today me and my siblings went out and cleaned the front yard and it actually wasn't bad or boring. It was nice being outside tbh. And a cool thing happened too, a small little black c... » Continue Reading
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Well it is 12:34am rn which means it's my birthday. Yay me I guess? I'm 21 now and idk I just feel as depressed and alone as I always do. I doubt this birthday will be any different from the last few. It'll just be more depression and sadness and loneliness. Doing nothing on my own in my room again. I hate my birthday I really do wish I could just forget when it is so I don't have to go through th... » Continue Reading
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WELL me and my family are FINALLY moving to a new home and funnily enough it is literally next-door to the house we were supposed to move into but it had black mold all in the attic as well as many other issues. The house that we are now moving into is sooooo much nicer and the only issue is that it has some electric issues but they are planned to be fixed in January so it's no problem. :) My mom'... » Continue Reading
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Well. Today I am incredibly depressed I cried from a story called "The Ballad of Ella" it's an extremely sad real story and it just reminds me how delicate life and love really and truly is. I'll never be loved by anyone in life and I'm just destined to be alone till the very day I die. All alone. My last relationship with a girl ended with he just not speaking to me out of nowhere one day we were... » Continue Reading
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Well, I just got back home and maaannn the results of talking to the guy are extremely depressing... I started speaking to him and he just looked so panicked and scared and that made me feel horrible even after the fact he rejected be since he's straight I don't think I can ever go into the store again after that. And I just know that scene will just be replaying in my head for the foreseeable fut... » Continue Reading
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This is it... tomorrow is the day i speak to him. I'm already petrified and I'm just in my bed watching 'The Nutty Professor II: the Klumps'. I just really really hope things go well and I have the courage to even speak to him, idk I believe maybe I do have the courage too. He's just so pretty ;-; and I just want to hold his hand and look into his eyes, I wish this one wish for the universe to gra... » Continue Reading
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I'm tired but I'm excited for Friday because I'm going to be seeing a guy I think is super. Ute and I'm going to talk to him for the first time. I hope we hit it off ;-; Also I'm excited to see what the new upcoming feature for SpaceHey mobile is. I really hope it's blogs because that'll make accessibility so much more convenient rather than me having to go into ny pc browser or phone browser. But... » Continue Reading
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to do absolutely nothing about what was stressful so eh I just went on to sort and organise my VHS tapes. I've been wanting some more JoJo manga and also the Splatoon and Zelda mangas too that I've seen at a book store at a mall near my house but I'll continue reading my Super Mario Manga Mania manga. :> I've been thinking more and more these last few days of stuff I could potentially record on ... » Continue Reading
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It is currently 11:44pm and I can't sleep because I had to sign up the spacehey and flesh out my profile and everything since OCD is very bossy. But, yeah since I'm done I'll sleep. Night :] » Continue Reading
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