27/12/2023

Well it is 12:34am rn which means it's my birthday. Yay me I guess? I'm 21 now and idk I just feel as depressed and alone as I always do. I doubt this birthday will be any different from the last few. It'll just be more depression and sadness and loneliness. Doing nothing on my own in my room again. I hate my birthday I really do wish I could just forget when it is so I don't have to go through the trouble of remembering it and just being more depressed than usual.

But hey Christmas this year wasn't too bad actually almost good, minimal arguing and everything so who knows. Maybe my birthday won't be too bad either but I highly HIGHLY doubt that. I just wish I could forget.