25/04/2025

Hey everyone I'm back with another loser life blog post! 🥲😮‍💨

Rn it is 3:25am and feeling really freaking depressed because idk I'm just so alone and like I will be alone forever everyone I know has someone and yeah I'm jealous because I DID have someone but I just f-ed it all up.....

Idk what's actually wrong with me, I mess every single thing I touch up, I can never do anything right my happiness can never last because I'm just destined to be miserable and depressed.

Everyone is always telling me "oh you'll find someone don't worry" NO I WON'T and even if I do they are for sure going to leave me like everyone eventually does because I'm just a mess and it's like I just don't deserve to have someone and I'm just meant to be alone forever. I just don't know what to do anymore I'm on dating apps and it's just like no one wants me I must be emitting some sort of repellent or something idk like something tells people to stand clear of me. Am I cursed? Or am I just destined to be alone forever? I don't know anymore I give up talking to people. I'm not sure if things will end for me or not in the near future but I'm just tired. So. Very. Tired......