"Living in my mind"
𝕾𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖙 𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖇 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖎𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖆𝖗 & 𝖕𝖘𝖞𝖈𝖍𝖔 𝖆𝖘 𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖙💫
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Category: Romance and Relationships
So I've known this guy for 6-7 years now right. He fell first but lost the fell. Then I fell second but my feelings all over the place with his actions and all. Of course, he's in the military. He has certain time to talk to me and certain time he doesn't, but when he does; he just leave me on read. Which I always questions myself. He sometimes gives this statement of "I'm not really putting mysel... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
If you asked my reason for joining the military. . . I would tell you because I could fund for me and my family. . . But if you asked me ona deeper level. . . I'd say l'm joining because.. lost my self respect and confidence years ago, after losing my mama and papa. Lost every inch of me to keep on living and going, inlife. Lost my strength of stability. Lost my discipline. Lacking so hard. Lost m... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
*You becoming the parent *Making sacrifice for their happiness *When everything gets rough, everything falls on you *You'll be the one they'll run to install of the parent *Hiding your depression and pain with a smile *Having the responsibility as the eldest child *Reminding them to love more & not grow hatred *You're sought to take in majority of responsibility at a young age *You begin to second... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Don’t let family destroy your family. I don’t care who you are. I was raised that family is family and I have to deal with them because they are family. But I was also raised not to talk about trauma and just "pray" the pain away. Yea, No. The family I am building will be breaking generational curses. If you disturb my peace, you are no longer welcome in my space. I can’t continue to allow peopl... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
my sleeping schedule so messed up that it feels I do night shifts at my own house » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Eveyone see me who i am, which is fine. What is not fine with me, is still being treated like a child; who still don't have the right to speak up for herself. Yes, I act like child time to time but I was forced to grow up quickly. I forced to take care responsibility at a young age, I didn't have choice nor a voice to speak. I've been told many things to me, but what I'll not take is trying make i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Born to be a grandparents gal but forced to be a grieving granddaughter » Continue Reading
Category: Life
the devil couldn't reach me so instead he made me witnesses my grandma slowly leaving me. Until I sounded like lost child laying on her cold body begging her to wake back up. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
She's cursed with her father's anger but blessed with her mother's beauty. » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Now i feel. . . Numb out, after crying my heart out last night. Texting him now, feels different. It's like I've finally accepted that he doesn't have the same feelings as I do but in the back of my heart, saying don't let go just yet and keep on trying. At this point, I'm just so confused on my next move with him. » Continue Reading
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