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"Sleeping away"

𝕾𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖙 𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖇 𝖇𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖎𝖕𝖔𝖑𝖆𝖗 & 𝖕𝖘𝖞𝖈𝖍𝖔 𝖆𝖘 𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖑 𝖕𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖙💫

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Being the eldest daughter

Category: Life

*You becoming the parent *Making sacrifice for their happiness *When everything gets rough, everything falls on you *You'll be the one they'll run to install of the parent *Hiding your depression and pain with a smile *Having the responsibility as the eldest child *Reminding them to love more & not grow hatred *You're sought to take in majority of responsibility at a young age *You begin to second... » Continue Reading

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"Perfect Family"

Category: Life

Don’t let family destroy your family. I don’t care who you are. I was raised that family is family and I have to deal with them because they are family. But I was also raised not to talk about trauma and just "pray" the pain away.  Yea, No.  The family I am building will be breaking generational curses. If you disturb my peace, you are no longer welcome in my space. I can’t continue to allow peopl... » Continue Reading

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Sleep Schedule

Category: Life

my sleeping schedule so messed up that it feels I do night shifts at my own house » Continue Reading

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Grown up now

Category: Life

Eveyone see me who i am, which is fine. What is not fine with me, is still being treated like a child; who still don't have the right to speak up for herself. Yes, I act like child time to time but I was forced to grow up quickly. I forced to take care responsibility at a young age, I didn't have choice nor a voice to speak. I've been told many things to me, but what I'll not take is trying make i... » Continue Reading

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Lost

Category: Life

Born to be a grandparents gal but forced to be a grieving granddaughter » Continue Reading

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Grief

Category: Life

the devil couldn't reach me so instead he made me witnesses my grandma slowly leaving me. Until I sounded like lost child laying on her cold body begging her to wake back up.  » Continue Reading

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It's a blessing and curse

Category: Life

She's cursed with her father's anger but blessed with her mother's beauty. » Continue Reading

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Only two words

Category: Life

“yeah no” is my fav combo fr » Continue Reading

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What's this feeling¿

Category: Romance and Relationships

Now i feel. . . Numb out, after crying my heart out last night. Texting him now, feels different. It's like I've finally accepted that he doesn't have the same feelings as I do but in the back of my heart, saying don't let go just yet and keep on trying. At this point, I'm just so confused on my next move with him. » Continue Reading

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It's still there. . .

Category: Romance and Relationships

I thought if I asked him to reject me now, it would help take that pit of feelings away from my stomach. But it only made things stronger and worse, i still have feelings for him! I know DEEP DOWN, I still got it in me but the little btch behind me, is scared like a little girl trapped in the fken dark closet at the my old dark home. I've never cried for someone, not ever my ex-bf, yet I'm crying » Continue Reading

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Why is it so hard♤♡◇♧

Category: Romance and Relationships

I'm an independent woman, who has had to lead her entire life. The last thing I want to do is also lead in my romantic relationship. I need a man who will allow me to surrender my masculine energy by being the leader, being the alpha and allowing me to fully embrace my feminine soft side. Bring down my walls, to let out my soft girl in me. The love girl. The giggly girl. The girl who is afraid to ... » Continue Reading

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