"workin on dyin"
I’m 19, and i like basketball
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Category: Life
i’m so sick of this feeling of self hatred when it comes to women i can’t seem to shake it. i wanted her to love me but i couldn’t even love her the right way, part of me wants to b selfish and say “you couldn’t wait on me” but that’s not me. i never wanted to leave her not even in the slightest i’m attached to her she’s the reason i get up in the morning i didn’t want it all to b over but i HAD t... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i’m just so tired of feeling this way about myself everytime it comes to girls , i truly have nothing else. I GIVE UP i fuck everything up and i’m so tired of saying it , if u was here you’d disappointed i know but i’m honestly done with everything regarding girls i HATE it all im no good at it P.S. i hate myself » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i’m at work rn , my girl just texted me she gon stop talkin to me . i understand bc my ex bitch i’m not over completely idk hearing tht she moved on completely was heartbreaking and i HATE when Niggas say “you still not moved on bru” bro you quite literally dnt love like me it hit different truly 🤦🏿. now my girl want nothing to do with me bc of some lame shit with my ex , it’s really my fault tho ... » Continue Reading
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we broke up 5 months ago now and moving on gotta b the most bipolar thing ever one day i’m good , talking to other bitches and everything and the next day i’m wondering how me and my ex even broke up. i start thinking was i the problem? it’s shit like that- that makes moving on so hard , bc i cant sit here and tell you i don’t love her bc in truth , i truly do. i tried hating her to leave her alon... » Continue Reading
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Today i heard of this phrase called “Burn The Boats” , it means “to cut oneself off from all chances of retreat; to stake everything on success”. and i kinda resonated with that. bc if i dnt live like tht then what’s the point of living ? a life with no dreams isn’t a life at all , i’ve come to realize that if you’re not ready to give everything to win you will not win. doubt kills dreams more the... » Continue Reading
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Lately i haven’t been consistent with anything , i have all these ambitions but i don’t consistently try to pursue these things i wake up late , i eat terribly , and i feel like i’m doing nothing about it , i’m void of motivation. i’ve come to that realization but i am going to try from here on i promise with love , Tai P.S. my next Life Update i will be better i love y’all boys :3 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
we broke up a couple months ago nd i thought we came to an understanding but she keeps on finding some way to talk shit about me to her friends or anything like that , and i genuinely don’t think she’s a bad person but i don’t know why she’s acting like this i genuinely am trying to better myself and i’ve accepting the wrongs and i’m trying to improve but it’s like she’s just bringing me down but ... » Continue Reading
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for a while now i’ve been not even giving myself a chance before my life even started i guess i’ve just been rushing it and putting myself on a time limit to accomplish my dreams when in reality there is no time limit on ur dreams i’ve been holding myself bck everyday , i always felt like i wasn’t doing enough or i wasn’t enough or even i didn’t DO enough. i kept overthinking about what i coulda d... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
why would she evr think of me as a person to blame other ppl for my wrong doing? she was with me for 2 years and she think i would just sit around and cry and blame everything on her ? i was in love with her why would i make her seem like the bad person in anyway? she believes i hate her for how we ended up but in reality im just disappointed in her for who she is now. P.S. i’ll nvr stop loving he... » Continue Reading
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