Entry 4

i’m at work rn , my girl just texted me she gon stop talkin to me . i understand bc my ex bitch i’m not over completely idk hearing tht she moved on completely was heartbreaking and i HATE when Niggas say “you still not moved on bru” bro you quite literally dnt love like me it hit different truly 🤦🏿. now my girl want nothing to do with me bc of some lame shit with my ex , it’s really my fault tho i can’t control how i feel. but talking to her in general was crazy knowin i got a girl but i can’t seem to shake tht women no matter what. everytime she’s even mentioned it ruins my day , like thts the type of power she holds i can’t win with her bru if my current girl wants nothing to do with me after this man i get it ill let her leave bc i would too i hate how i am a dnt wanna push the way i am onto her. im no good 

P.S. i hate myself more then you know :<