Love, life, school, and are truly kicking ass, and it has been for a couple of days. Well first, my first week has ended, and I'm currently going into my second week. The work hasn't been that hard, but I feel like a outsider here. I've gotten used to seeing my friends everyday and talking to them everyday, that now it feels different without them, plus I've been missing home, my band, high school... » Continue Reading
It's 1:02, and I sit alone within the darkness of my home. While sitting here, I start the question a lot of things. My existence, love, the realization of pain, and loneliness are the things I question, I really don't know why but I start too. I'm not really an talker of my problems and mental health because I personally believe a lot of people wouldn't understand, and besides some of my problems... » Continue Reading
These last couple of days have been a true rollercoaster for sure. I'm graduating today, and it's the sad yet happiest and proudest moment of my life. I'm truly blessed and happy for all the teachers and mentors that helped me become the person I am today. I'm also super grateful and proud of my family for supporting me, being by my side, and loving me UNCONDITIONALLY. I really wanted to dedicate ... » Continue Reading
Today has been the weirdest, confusing, and saddest days of my life. Truth is a difficult word for me, and it's not difficult because you have to tell the truth, it's difficult because it hurts. I've been lying to 2 important people in my life over stupid, dumbass shit. I didn't lie to them because I was to tell the truth, I lied because I know the truth hurts. But now I realize that it hurts even... » Continue Reading
For the last month my life has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Some days it's great, others it's been terrible. I'm currently single, but she continues to try her hardest to get me back. She wants to right her wrong, which I truly appreciate, but the truth is that I'm scared. It's not my first time being cheated on before by my old ex, shit the first time was WAYYYYYY worse, but this is the seco... » Continue Reading