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Category: Life
A conversation with my therapist today had prompted me to ask myself a important question. What else you do for her? This question is a puzzle piece that refuses to connect because I don't know what else. Behavior has changed, issues has been resolved, plus the love is now greater than ever. I didn't understand what I missed until I realized that I didn't miss anything. It's no longer about me and... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
My past haunts my dreams because I fear my old self. The old me was a lost soul without help. The old me hurt his lover and made her welp. Nowadays, I motivate to not go back by realizing what I lost. From losing my friend to get losing the love of my life, being a man without is my biggest fear. I can say that it's hard not to think about it, especially when you have people that either see you in... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
One minute your journey feels like heaven, the next minute it's hell on Earth. I used to ask myself why do the world act like this and what makes it this way. Well it's different for others but for me, it's the people. Unnecessary attitudes, uncalled for comments, and unneeded arguments are just the tip of the iceberg. These things are factors that had no reason of happening in the first place es... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Stranded with a stranger is the scenery that's in my dreams. I walk around through the streets of despair while a dark shadow follows. No acknowledgement and no words, just complete silence. My mind tends to think that it's just there to make me look like a fool, but I wonder if it's deeper than that. The sunshine hits and that shadow becomes a woman. I've seen her before but my mind doesn't recog... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Sweetness was all I saw in first glance. Upon the horizon, I sealed my fate when I locked eyes with this beauty. I thought to myself, can the world get this majestic? Can God make someone this beautiful? The more I look the more my heartache fades and the more my smile grows. I'm a mortal that has been ridden in mistakes and filled with pain, but I saw her, that wasn't the case anymore. Is it the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
The quote "God puts his strongest warriors through the toughest battles" made me question, what makes the battle tough? I realized that we do. This week was a rough one and it doesn't get better when you realize that things are over, but I'm realizing that it was only rough because of me. I made it that way because I allowed it to get to me. A coffee tone soul told me that "Cedric, don't allow you... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Sometimes I ask myself, what makes people insane? Is the constant mental games they play within themselves? Is it the unfortunate circumstances that is bound to their lives? Or is it the fact that they try to do things differently but the same circumstances happen? Sometimes I wonder if that was me. This time I wanted to do things a lot differently. Change things so my future doesn't become ridde... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
A lot of confusion, mishaps, and mistakes were made before my departure. I had a friend who's currently still upset about actions that were reasonably wrong but not allowing me to make things right. I'm currently on the pause point when it comes to love, and the college experience isn't the most recommended. These issues are just a few that scratches my surface, so I left to my sanctuary. This pla... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Disgusted, hurt, alone, and played are the feelings that run through a man mind. Relationships are the hardest things ever to maintain because we make it that way. From my own eyes, I've seen a man's queen become his killer. A man who had it all, to now have nothing. He was a beautiful being but perfection was never in his sights. He had a golden princess that he treated like copper. He didn't re... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
In the heart of Tuscaloosa where the tide rolls to the beat of her steps. She's a brown skinned soul who's currently stuck in the grips of her life. Confused about what her future holds, nervous if she's losing touch within herself, and scared that she won't be enough. I've never seen the most outgoing turn into the most enclosed. Some moments, she feels like the most beautiful in the room. Other... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
A southern woman with the eyes that can make men lie. She's walks through life with no care while carrying her old self. She tries to be her best, but her past slips through the cracks like chocolate. Her pale skin makes her seem normal while her black personality shows more. An easy going woman with nothing but life ahead. Sometimes I worry if she's ready for her own potential. Sometimes I worry ... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
Through the days of being lonely, this young man fears for the future of his life. See this man yearns for love, loyalty, compassion, respect, and a future, but it is out of his reach. His decisions made him a man with no guidance. His actions made him a man with no shoulder to lean on. A repeated cycle of lies and deception broke his lover to the point of no return, but he realizes that his soul... » Continue Reading
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