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1:01 AM In Solitary

Category: Life

It's 1:02, and I sit alone within the darkness of my home. While sitting here, I start the question a lot of things. My existence, love, the realization of pain, and loneliness are the things I question, I really don't know why but I start too. I'm not really an talker of my problems and mental health because I personally believe a lot of people wouldn't understand, and besides some of my problems... » Continue Reading

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The Fall Off

Category: Life

These last couple of days have been a true rollercoaster for sure. I'm graduating today, and it's the sad yet happiest and proudest moment of my life. I'm truly blessed and happy for all the teachers and mentors that helped me become the person I am today. I'm also super grateful and proud of my family for supporting me, being by my side, and loving me UNCONDITIONALLY. I really wanted to dedicate ... » Continue Reading

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WHY?¿/what's the point

Category: Life

I'm backkkkkk😝.  I've realized that I'M DONE TRYING. I realized that I messed up, and I wish I can take it back. I've made some dumbass mistakes, and I'm trying my hardest to make it right and give them space. I've changed myself, not only for myself but for them as well, and I still love, cherish, and appreciate them so much, but I'm done. Throughout my process of getting better and being better,... » Continue Reading

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The Remorse

Category: Life

Damn, usually it takes me months for me to get on here and write about something. I let my experiences and feelings build up then I come on here and write so this is different, but in a good way 💜. I guess I came on here to say that I'm happy. These last couple of days have been great, I haven't felt that in awhile. I took some advice that people gave me and applied it to myself, and it's TRULY WO... » Continue Reading

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PICK UP THE PIECES FUCK NIGGA

Category: Life

Today has been the weirdest, confusing, and saddest days of my life. Truth is a difficult word for me, and it's not difficult because you have to tell the truth, it's difficult because it hurts. I've been lying to 2 important people in my life over stupid, dumbass shit. I didn't lie to them because I was to tell the truth, I lied because I know the truth hurts. But now I realize that it hurts even... » Continue Reading

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everything is ok/IT'S REALLY NOT*

Category: Life

For the last month my life has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Some days it's great, others it's been terrible. I'm currently single, but she continues to try her hardest to get me back. She wants to right her wrong, which I truly appreciate, but the truth is that I'm scared. It's not my first time being cheated on before by my old ex, shit the first time was WAYYYYYY worse, but this is the seco... » Continue Reading

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