everything is ok/IT'S REALLY NOT*

For the last month my life has been a rollercoaster of emotions. Some days it's great, others it's been terrible. I'm currently single, but she continues to try her hardest to get me back. She wants to right her wrong, which I truly appreciate, but the truth is that I'm scared. It's not my first time being cheated on before by my old ex, shit the first time was WAYYYYYY worse, but this is the second time someone has cheated on me. I do care about her a lot and a piece of me still love her, but I don't want to go through the bullshit again. I don't know, I guess I need time to myself to figure out what I truly want and need. Other than that, I'm preparing to go to FUCKING COLLEGE 😝😝😝💜💜. I'm so proud of myself for that because I really didn't think I would get accepted 1 college. I fucked around and got accepted into 23 COLLEGES. A lot of fucking choices, but I'm so proud. Anyways back to living my life. seeyuh soon 💜💜