Atlanta: Season 2, Episode 6 Interlude

Sometimes I ask myself, what makes people insane? Is the constant mental games they play within themselves? Is it the unfortunate circumstances that is bound to their lives? Or is it the fact that they try to do things differently but the same circumstances happen? 

Sometimes I wonder if that was me. This time I wanted to do things a lot differently. Change things so my future doesn't become ridden with past mistakes, but now it seems like that isn't the case anymore. The same circumstances follow me around like a desperate dog, itching to make its attack at any given moment.

Even though the same mistakes, mishaps, issues, and arguments aren't happening anymore, the same circumstances continue to come, which makes me wonder. Is it worth it? What is causing the same circumstances to happen if I'm not doing the same things? And most importantly, where do we go from here?