Lord, I've Died Before Interlude

My past haunts my dreams because I fear my old self. The old me was a lost soul without help. The old me hurt his lover and made her welp. Nowadays, I motivate to not go back by realizing what I lost. From losing my friend to get losing the love of my life, being a man without is my biggest fear.

I can say that it's hard not to think about it, especially when you have people that either see you in the same light or want you to stay the same. Sometimes I miss the old qualities of myself and how I used to live life. Now I put that behind for the better for all.

It's still not easy, I'm doing better, but I'm still don't have my love and my life don't feel much better. At the end, me being better is a start to a journey that will blossom into something great. Things might still be missing and might not seem different, but only time will tell, Lord.