Nyla's Room Interlude

The quote "God puts his strongest warriors through the toughest battles" made me question, what makes the battle tough? I realized that we do. This week was a rough one and it doesn't get better when you realize that things are over, but I'm realizing that it was only rough because of me. I made it that way because I allowed it to get to me.

A coffee tone soul told me that "Cedric, don't allow your past to become your future." "You're trying and I see it even if no one else notices." "This week is just a battle to test how strong you gotten, so don't let it get to you, and don't allow yourself to be used as a pawn to someone else's game." "People obviously don't know what they want and you're doing yourself wrong by trying to cater to them when they can't cater to themselves." 

That guidance was enough to allow myself to see that the world is going to throw things at you to see how you will respond, you're not getting to win if you let it get to you.