i don't know what to do anymore i can't keep hurting my feelings like this but i can't just ghost her, i still appreciate her a lot but is it actually worth getting jealous over the smallest thing ever?? it's just so stupid and i feel so stupid i hate her so much her behaviour disgust me how can she do that to her boyfriend i feel so bad for him, it feels so wrong that's why i'm taking my distance... » Continue Reading
i love how i was about to write the most gruesome thing ever just before remembering this isn't twitter oh how i HATE MY LIFE she makes me feel so bad and so sick but i still end up coming back to her anyway i hate it so much i swear, why am i like that???? she claims she loves me but then act all distant and IT HURTS SO MUCH OMG » Continue Reading
I'M SO COOKED I WANNA SCREAM ONTOP OF MY LUNGS HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW MUCH I NEED HER I LOVE HER SOOOOOO MUCCCHHHHHHHHHH KMSKMSKMSKMKMSKMS WHY DID SHE CHOOSE HER BOYFRIEND INSTEAD OF ME THE FACT THAT SHE'S STILL FLIRTING WITH ME MAKES ME WANNA THROW UP SO BAD VDVHDSDDJIHWIAJOJ I LOVE HER SM » Continue Reading
i hate having to depend on others. like wdym i feel horrible just because i don’t have anyone or anything to distract me? i’m so dependent on others to the point where i just CAN’T function without other people. i need someone or something to distract me 24/7 cuz my brain NEVER shuts up RAAAAAHHHH I FUCKING HATE MY BRAIN TOO WHY WAS I MADE LIKE THAT i need to be distracted so bad, i don’t wanna th... » Continue Reading