fuckeuckgeuckfuck

i hate having to depend on others. like wdym i feel horrible just because i don’t have anyone or anything to distract me? i’m so dependent on others to the point where i just CAN’T function without other people. i need someone or something to distract me 24/7 cuz my brain NEVER shuts up RAAAAAHHHH I FUCKING HATE MY BRAIN TOO WHY WAS I MADE LIKE THAT

i need to be distracted so bad, i don’t wanna think about my life or else i’ll crash out all over again, JUST PLEASE MAKE MY BRAIN SHUT UP I’M TWEAKING