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hospital poetry

Category: Writing and Poetry

five and five and five and six and the raised hand’s silhouette in the doorway seven and hiding somewhere dark and cozy (“my parents are worse, do you know what they did?”) seven and nine and slamming doors and forced open jaws (“tell me if this happens ever again.”) » Continue Reading

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deadlines (not funny)

Category: Blogging

I have nowhere to go with this. So here it is, here's the news: I'm planning to end my life before my next birthday. Sorry, 2024 just isn't for me. Not feeling the urge to live another year again. My stupid diary entry from when I was 11 going 'i plan to kill myself before I turn 12' will finally come true, albeit many years late, but who's counting? But there is so much guilt. I stood on the 18th... » Continue Reading

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running away

Category: Blogging

ⓘ these are not fanfictions! i'm just blogging as if i live in the pkmn world for anonymity! sapphire ran away. she still lives in Unova, and i in Hoenn, so I can't do anything about it except feel anxious. she found somewhere for herself she intends to move in soon which is just, so proud of her for doing what she needed to to stay safe. she called herself an adult now. she's a loser and i adore ... » Continue Reading

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childhood friends

Category: Blogging

Right so I have 5 minutes to type this before I go to sleep. Lovely. My childhood friend, I used to call her my younger sister, is being bullied, severely. This is the girl i spent hours with every day, ate her mom's kebabs, had pizza parties with, pretended to be mermaids with. She's my everything, she made me who I am, she taught me how to swim despite her being like, 4 at the time.  Since I mov... » Continue Reading

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to all my hospital friends

Category: Blogging

tw : ed talk, no numbers mentioned. violence (?) mention? i  doubt any of my hospital friends are on this site, but i need to just get my thoughts out- god, i hated them so much. anorexia is so competitive. i used to stare at their bodies, desperately wish i was them, desperately thought about smashing glass bottles into their heads, so angry i didn't have the skin tone they did, so frustrated abo... » Continue Reading

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post death and thoughts

Category: Blogging

trigger warnings: talk of suicide we're going to pretend like my last post wasn't cringe as hell even though cringe is dead. it exists for me specifically honestly. picked up a book from the library today- where the light goes, by sara barnard. it's about the little sister of a celebrity who commits suicide. i haven't finished it yet, but when my mother picked me up from the library to have dinner... » Continue Reading

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ruby's first blogpost! (embarassing as hell)

Category: Blogging

Hello, world! First post. My name is Ruby. That isn't true at all, but I need to stay anonymous. This blog is just meant to keep my thoughts in check in general. Everyone around me tells me to journal. My thoughts fly faster than my hands can, so typing it is easier, to be honest. A lot of inspiration from this blog is taken from those Tumblr blogs where it's just pretending that Pokemon are real,... » Continue Reading

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