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birthday today! been 20 for 37 minutes and i feel the same. its a weird feeling because i feel like im supposed to feel different but i dont. whats the point of growing older if this feeling of numbness and dread is only going to feel worse as the number goes up? 20 is so odd. i never thought this far in my life. not because of depressing reasons but because i was so focused on being a teenager w... » Continue Reading
hes leaving me on read again. its so aggravating cuz he keeps sending post and starting conversations in the gc with our friends along with the dozens of other ppl and gcs and i know that i am at the bottom of all those messages. i dont wanna bring it up cuz hes just gonna do thing and say that hes "busy and working and not on the phone a lot" and that he is going to "do better" and that will make... » Continue Reading
he keeps leaving me. we already spend so little since we're apart but still he is always so inconveniently late and conveniently has something that he needs to tend to that is so much important than his gf who lives hours away. he was going to spend the night today but something came up that involved a mutual friend and im so upset because OF COURSE it conveniently happened today. and its so shit... » Continue Reading
he keeps insisting that i dont worry about him . but hes drunk every weekend and hes drunk right now and he driving down to see me and my show an my family tomorrow. which he knew about for weeks and he still got fucking drunk. my brother in christ obviously that i am fucking worried about u , youre an idiot!!! » Continue Reading
will i ever feel loved like how i love. will i be listened to or will i be appreciated. the people in my life say nice things but i dont believe it, so maybe it is true. and i refuse their words cause it is never enough. so maybe i am the problem. » Continue Reading