...3

he keeps leaving me. we already spend so little since we're apart but still he is always so inconveniently late and conveniently has something that he needs to tend to that is so much important than his gf who lives hours away. 

he was going to spend the night today but something came up that involved a mutual friend and im so upset because OF COURSE it conveniently happened today. and its so shitty that im upset because it was important for him to be there. its nobody's fault. but i want to spend our little time with him but he has so many friends and works so many days and has so little money for gas.