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Category: Life
I feel like I’m on a series of first dates, none of them going further than the rest. It’s all so monotonous, no wind behind my sales and no one taking a chance on me (just like I refuse to take a chance on the world). It’s either everyone’s just awful or I’m the awful one here, Schrodinger’s perspective is what I like to think of it personally. Schrodinger, so many ways it could turn out, Schrodi... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
this one guy in school is back to talking to me as if i were one of his other options. I dont hate him to be honest, he can be nice and sweet at times but my god can he be irritating. he's been play-flirting with me for about 2 months now, although it slowed down for the past 2 weeks and only yesterday did it pick up speed again. I dont really know how to feel about him and his "advancements" if t... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
it's kinda crazy how i dreamt of this cool punk dude that took me out for dates. he had these short black liberty spikes, he was kinda taller than me but not by much. he wore black band tees that were loose enough to cover his frame, and he also had on these patch pants. Should i call them crust pants? im not sure, they didn't seem crusty enough but to be fair i was focused on how we treated me. b... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
turned back to pete wentz for the time being. cut my hair short to keep away the bad memories and the shadows from the corner of my eye are gone so it seems to be working. the cure playing in my head phones while i attempt to work on my first full painting since college started and im on the verge of passing out with nothing but coffee in my gut. the painting is just some sort of rework of a tv gi... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i've been getting bored againnnn it's no one's fault but mine. I hope from face to face like a frog on a lily pad, like a ghost as it floats from grave to grave, I'm doing nothing but drift like it's all I've ever known to do. I could feel sorry if I wanted to but I don't so I'm not. I'll probably come crawling back again to let myself feel loved once more and then do it all over again. xo batboy » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
came home from school I'm seeing hell again. its not all that great that the only excitement i can get comes in the form of an educational establishment. the only place i can find people i can relate. but no one to fully lool forward to seeing. how boring to not have anyone to fixate my sights on no one to think about endlessly and dream about on the nights that I blast music against my ears that ... » Continue Reading
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