dream sweet (of whomst?)

it's kinda crazy how i dreamt of this cool punk dude that took me out for dates. he had these short black liberty spikes, he was kinda taller than me but not by much. he wore black band tees that were loose enough to cover his frame, and he also had on these patch pants. Should i call them crust pants? im not sure, they didn't seem crusty enough but to be fair i was focused on how we treated me. because my god he treated me well, opened doors for me, held my hand the entire time we walked and even switched places with me when we treaded on the sidewalk so that I'll be farther from the cars that drove quickly by. 

He was really sweet and I wonder if I dreamt of a future or if I dreamt of a fantasy. I fear his "design" might've been inspired by some punk that i saw on tiktok but i dont want to think too hard on that. Maybe I'll find him, or rather someone like him, or maybe I already did. 

I'm mildly upset tho that I ended up waking up because i got upset and conscious when the 7 11 we were at didnt have the gum that I always get :(

xo petey