cooking for others via youtube i guess,,,,

i like watching cooking vids, esp the bento ones where they make a really cute bento box for their partner or loved one, i like to imagine its me cooking for my future partner and they love the food i make for them and they show it off like "look at what my partner made!!" it wuld be so cute to see them enjoy my food and for them to know i love them so much that i wont let them go hungry, i yearn for domescit love and a warm relashionshp, i sound so pathetic tbh 

i hope i can cook for someone some day 

i hope i can feel loved by someone some day