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Category: Writing and Poetry
its so easy to say ill do it i can do it i would do anything to stop being so miserable anything except love myself it hurts all the time everything hurts and i hate who i see when i look at the reflection but nothing will change i cant ask for help because for every ounce of help in the universe for every caring soul for all the love thats ever slipped through my fingers its an exchange. » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
isolating again if i cant fix whats wrong with me then i may as well be alone its not fair to others to subject them to my misery and if i cant ask for help i probably dont deserve it anyways so i uninstall apps ignore the one or two messages that may roll in and eventually they give up too good » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
funny how someone can come back into your life and wreak havoc on your mind and soul without doing anything more than sending a text. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
in the absence of sympathy, the burn of vomit on my hips. what does it take to supress the feeling in my chest when i start healing, the weeds grow around the fire hydrant it starts to rain, the hydrant rusts. weeds overbearing red into dust. eventually the hydrant is gone and the flowers grow, space for both them and their weed friends, no need to choke each other out and there still is silence ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
in theory im not alive.... in practice.....; !well! actually, ive become quite good at it. or not it? idk. being not alive, or rather not being? how am i supposed to be something that isnt, you ask. contradictory. my entire life is contradictory., thats all its ever been. ive been argued over, fought over, ive fought and been fought. its always a loss as long as im involved. theres not really a a ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
did you know something something disorganized run on thoughts are a sign of what i mean you cant just say that my heart is beating way too fast right now cbd makes me shaky i always forget and it sounds good until it hits and im shaky in the peace of my home i am safe. in the peace of my home i am safe. in the peace of my home i am safe. every day i tell myself this. i must be convince » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
so i got to drinking my smoothie and browsing ebay again, as i typically do around this time of day. i find that when things wind down and i run out of listings to make, i start to stray towards the shopping end of the spectrum, rather than selling as im supposed to be slaving at. springmaid is a houseware brand most commonly carried at walmart, though if you attend consumer mass at 6 sharp expect... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
its difficult to pin down quite what i am. does it matter? when and by who am i being perceived? is this relevant to my identity? i dont enjoy being looked at or talked to or really even acknowledged. it doesnt bother me when people glance past and over me, eyes not stopping for a second. if anything this pleases me. i yearn to be be anything but present. a presence, maybe. my entire existence cli... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
today, im finishing small projects around the house. i am manic right now, and cant commit to large projects, but i need to put my care bears away or they could get dirty or damaged. so im hanging a large bag-like toy holder on my wall and putting them into it, so that at least i know theyre safe. as im putting them away, i got to the smaller ones, which im putting towards the top for the most par... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
making mini tacos and getting w4sted lmao i am a food artist when im drxnk » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i hate favouritism. like..... my manager clearly has favourites, and shes soooo mean to me for no reason. i work super hard to be nice and make signs and do things without even being asked. and i always just want to make everyone elses job easier {read, i am a doormat lol} but i still get no thanks. and honestly i dont even want thanks, but id love to stop being ignored and passed up at every oppo... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
sometimes i just think about how my art is kinda like my life cause its all over and everywhere and i make all kinds. but i really have been getting into painting lately. i love working with acrylics, theyre so easy to manipulate on all surfaces, and adjusting the colour via mixing or thinning it with water make it sooo versatile. anyways, if youre reading this whats your favourite art medium? tel... » Continue Reading
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