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“im bi cause i like trans ppl”

Category: News and Politics

“trans people worrying no one will love them // bi’s & pan’s existing” - I HATE HATE HATE THIS RAHHHHH trans people can find love with lesbians gays and straights WE ARE NOT UNLOVEABLE. It’s even worse because this rhetoric was said by another trans person like I thought we moved past the whole idea “I’m not a lesbian anymore I’m bi because I like trans women” type of rhetoric so why are we once a... » Continue Reading

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Fluidity isn’t viewed as Fluid

Category: News and Politics

as a very fluid person (fluid x10) I’ve noticed how people don’t actually view fluid people as fluid. Like for example, you’re not genderfluid as a concept you’re just genderfluid as a label, as something unchanging. People seem to fail to comprehend the fact genderfluid people are fluid and get upset when a genderfluid person is a lesboy or a turigirl like what did you expect from a genderfluid l... » Continue Reading

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PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE

Category: News and Politics

watching the debate and I already knew who I was voting for but just to make some comments, Kamala looks at Trump when he speaks, she doesn’t interrupt the interviewers, and she doesn’t speak out of turn and she actually gets down to business whereas Trump interrupts the interviewers, he speaks out of turn, and he keeps focusing on things that don’t matter in the long run and it would do him bette... » Continue Reading

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1 step forward, two steps back

Category: Life

so I made a blog, called “first steps towards the real me” or something like that and I have an update on it. I was supposed to start Testosterone in July 2024 this year but instead I graduated turned 19 and lost my insurance because my dad’s insurance company is shitty and decided to kick me off now that I’m an adult and out of school and they notified us way to late about it and so I got myself ... » Continue Reading

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Golden Birthday

Category: Life

I turned 19 on the 19th of July!!!! It’s crazy to me I’m 19 now when I never thought I was going to make it to 19 but here I am. Oh my gosh this is insane.  » Continue Reading

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I AM GRADUATING !!!

Category: School, College, University

I AM GRADUATING MOTHERFUCKERS HELL YEAH!!!!! edit - I GRADUATED AND I NOW HAVE MY HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA » Continue Reading

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I’m being bullied 😨

Category: Blogging

so, there’s this guy who for a while was giving me the alien peace sign and saying “greetings” and he eventually stopped when I kept ignoring him, but today he said “hey brother” and ignored him once again cause it’s so obvious he’s making fun of me for being ⚧️🏳️‍⚧️. Then later when I was leaving the school some guy and gal walked by me and the guy whispered into me ear “kill yourself” and I look... » Continue Reading

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first steps towards the real me

Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes

I have officially taken my first steps towards testosterone/hormone treatment/therapy yesterday and I am so excited I have my first therapy session with Jason on April 1st, 2024 and idk how long it will take but he needs to decide if I’m ready to go on hormones or not hopefully it happens fast I also had blood drawn for the first time and I had a panic attack edit/update: my dad said I cannot tran... » Continue Reading

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new friend :0

Category: Friends

so I think it was February 3rd (2024) I made a new friend!?!? I’m so fucking happy, how it happened was I was at work and some cool person wearing a black outfit that reminded me on alt gothic type but not quite goth if that makes sense? I so badly wanted to tell it how much I loved its outfit and then he fucking asked to talk to me??? (positive) So my coworker came to the back and said “hey this ... » Continue Reading

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mr Thompson….again

Category: Blogging

so I was sick for 3 days this week, and missed 3 days of school and THANK GOODNESS cause yesterday Mr. Thompson was subbing again. And I found out cause I asked if there was any missing work and the teacher told me no and all I missed was Mr Thompson and she told me she wrote “deadname goes by Alyx” and highlighted it and put it where he could see plus on the paper to check whose here is has (Alyx... » Continue Reading

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MR THOMPSON

Category: Blogging

OK OK OK SO SO, I didn’t blog this earlier cause I forgor anyways ^_^ MY FUCKING SUBSTITUTE TEACHER HAS DEADNAMED ME FOR 7 DAYS NOW. I finally reported him on Friday. But, he would just ignore the “Alyx” in parentheses. He would just say “deadname” and I wouldn’t fucjing respond and he’d move on and mark me absent like I was waiting for the “Alyx” but nope. Completely ignored it. So I go and tell ... » Continue Reading

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where’s my vape? /ref

Category: Blogging

so someone at my local Walgreens dropped their vape and I picked it up and took it ^-^ so now it’s mine until it runs out yay. I cleaned it the best I could, throughly wiped the mouth piece and even put rubbing alcohol on it to kill any bacteria that is on it and etc.  » Continue Reading

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