Today is 8/21/2023 I'm here in my kitchen in this small two room apartment im sitting in the dark brown table and a chair I can feel two hands slowly crossing my hair from side to side as they loop each other I feel alive i feel the hands sink into my hair almost like a void I think the only time i ever touch God was my mother and her hands. » Continue Reading
Okay first of all, I am not a racist. I'm just honestly surprised how fucking depressing some (Not all use the neurons in your brain before you say shit) white familes are. Like dam that shit has me thinking "thank you God for letting me be born into a mexican family on everyones soul" I live in the ghetto but maybe the ghetto isn't so bad, the ghetto is heavens pearly gates compare to the old w... » Continue Reading
Sometimes i stare at the mirror wondering who fought for education,although i'm grateful to live past the age of 30 if that happens, i am tired as shit. I feel guilty for being tired to be honest, There are girls in the middle east who would love to be in the same postition that I'm currently in it makes me feel so gulity but i'm so tired. But enough of my rambling my balls are itchy/ » Continue Reading
I don't know how to describe my dreams,I think you (specifying a friend) would only get it i don't know why i'm making a blog out of this what do i even gain? do i gain money? do i gain wealth no..no i do not at all gain those things,i'm only doing this because you said "Hey why not write down your dreams on a website where no one cares about your teenage angst!!"which i thought was a beautiful an... » Continue Reading