I keep on having weird dreams,nothing out of the normal

I don't know how to describe my dreams,I think you (specifying a friend) would only get it i don't know why i'm making a blog out of this what do i even gain? do i gain money? do i gain wealth no..no i do not at all gain those things,i'm only doing this because you said "Hey why not write down your dreams on a website where no one cares about your teenage angst!!"which i thought was a beautiful and wonderful idea that gave me shivers down to my scrawny twig spine. and perhaps gave me an orgasm by just thinking about it! so i willingfully am writing about it,this blog will fall into obscurity (ooo LOOK A FIFTEEN YEAR OLD  FROM THE GHETTO USING BIG WORDS???!?!?!?!) but enough of endless ranting.I remember this dream,i did not exist,i know you seen those shows like The walking dead,The last of us other zombie type games with that gloomy aura of a post world apocalypse but i remember standing in between these broken down buildings if you ever been in L.A and go to downtown where all the skyscrapers are at thats what it felt like,the sky was gray and i could remember staring at the half broken down buildings that had crumbled down similar to how the roman empire felled down and i remember the feeling of nothing.I had never felt at peace,to be alone in a world  where you are stuck with your mind is a experenice,i cannot describe it but you have nothing to worry about nothing to do for God has truly left you alone and he is not coming back for you thats what it felt like.Now goodbye ill talk to you later, see you NEVER.