the part of me that still feels a liiiiiittle petty wants to say “i got to sing a duet of partners in crime with him and you didn’t XP” but only a small part » Continue Reading
i’ll just turn to alcoholism and then he’ll really have a reason to leave me and i’ll actually be a problem and ruin my life in the process! a self fulfilling prophecy:D i’m such a shitty gf anyways no one else would want me anyways. it’s only a matter of time until he realizes hes better off without me. » Continue Reading
madoka magica movie next year! almost there! i hope my city's theatres play it. ill cry if they dont. ill cry a lot. ill do it mhmhm » Continue Reading
i feel so unwanted and unwelcome. i can tell they don’t want me around. but he wants me around and it makes me feel like i don’t have a cho » Continue Reading
i have an exam on tuesday that i haven’t finished studying for, then i have to go to work right after, a technical assignment due the wednesday morning, i failed at something i was actually trying to accomplish for once, and the cherry on top is i can’t even celebrate my 21st birthday because that monday im at school from 8 am to 8 pm. i don’t have time for anything i don’t feel in control of my l... » Continue Reading
i feel like such a failure if i lost to an abstract crow that didn’t take up much of the canvas. i made myself physically ill, went without food and water, sleep, etc for nothing. what if it was always just a hobby? » Continue Reading