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Be someone better

Category: Life

I recently realized that all my blogs are some random rant lol Well, I think about this whenever I have crises (whether panic, anxiety or depression), I always want to be someone better, but I never know what I want from it. What do I do to feel like such a bad person? I just think I'm bad, but I can never really say why. Lately my depression has attacked me a lot and I have sometimes been rude to... » Continue Reading

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Outburst about appearance

Category: Life

I can't say exactly when it started, but I remember it was when I entered puberty that it occurred I think.  I started having problems with having a lot of pimples and with the covid 19 wearing a mask I think it just made the situation worse. I never took off my mask when I go out, I started to feel very insecure about my teeth (which are separate) and my nose and I started to see defects, I never... » Continue Reading

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Parties

Category: Life

I think I've already said a lot here that I have social anxiety, but anyway, now I'm at a party, but I'm outside because, right? Okay, but it's still fun for me, because I'm talking to my sis💗  Am I the only one who finds this a bit lonely but happy?  » Continue Reading

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Do not sleep

Category: Life

Hi!! Yes that's me again spending the night awake, it's only 3 am so I'm not so sure I'm not going to sleep (that's a lie, I'm sure I'm not going to be able to sleep)  While I was bored (I've reviewed ninjago many times) I decided to spend the night farming for Raiden in Genshin Impact!! I have, like, a lot of missions that I abandoned to do, but I admit that this night I'm feeling a little lonely... » Continue Reading

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stay up all night

Category: Life

I know that in my blog it is described that I'm always sleeping (which is partially true) but on these vacations I can't sleep early, always there for about 2 am maximum 3 am, however today as you can see, it's 5 am and I'm still here writing a blog without any sleep,  ¹ I saw the Indiana Jones movie today, I liked how they ended this saga (I went with a big hat to see the movie, I don't think I'v... » Continue Reading

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Be different

Category: Life

I'm pretty weird, I guess, some facts that lead me to think that are things like:  • When I go watch a new movie (which is rare actually) if I like it a lot I'll keep watching it several times until I memorize the lines or the songs or the way the characters act (This happened with the Ninjago movie, I know most of the scenes off the top of my head lol)  • If I hear a sound/expression/gesture that... » Continue Reading

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about depression

Category: Life

I don't have the ability to understand people who romanticize depression, it's a horrible disease, I can't stand taking medication every day. People are like "oh I can help you when you're sad, you can count on me" but the part where we can't shower, brush our teeth and among other trivial everyday things, they say it's laziness and they think it's disgusting, I DON'T GO 3 DAYS WITHOUT TAKING A SH... » Continue Reading

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