Be different

I'm pretty weird, I guess, some facts that lead me to think that are things like: 

• When I go watch a new movie (which is rare actually) if I like it a lot I'll keep watching it several times until I memorize the lines or the songs or the way the characters act (This happened with the Ninjago movie, I know most of the scenes off the top of my head lol) 

• If I hear a sound/expression/gesture that I like, I just copy it at random times (like some scenes from movies or series, even tiktok memes (this happens more than I wanted))

• I HATE socializing (or celebrating my birthday), big parties, outings with more than 3 people, they are all things that make me feel really bad and I will probably create trauma about it, so please, if you know me, never throw a surprise party. 

Okay maybe a lot of people can relate (I don't know) but I just don't know, I feel kind of out of place in the world, I'm almost always living in my head and when I'm not I just pretend to be someone else. I just feel a little different, but I know I'm not the only one, right? 

Sorry for the bad english!