legit cant do anything else because anytime i bring up how weird stuff is im shrugged off and called crazy. so lets hope i find some decent people elsewhere cause im literally so bored and lonely » Continue Reading
like- i always check in on them and talk about their interests and work with them to make stuff they like but do they ever do the same for me? no they fucking dont and they dont give a fuck about my anymore thats the conclusion ive come to. everything else is way more important than me. and they wont even fucking admit it anytime i bring it up they just "noo we love you we're just busy" like im n... » Continue Reading
they just dont fucking respond to my texts anymore and theyre always too busy for me. like they have a fucking server theyre on and im not. and i know at least one of them talks fucking shit about me to the others. like if u dont wanna be my friend anymore just tell me you cowards. » Continue Reading
today i had a phsyce eval and when i got back i made art and put it in the channel for it- ...a friend whos a dick to me posted shitty doodles immedietly after and everyone reacted...ignoring the art i made and worked hard on. no one asked how my eval went either- idk i just...this happens a lot and i really hate being ignored » Continue Reading
so for those who couldnt guess, im autistic and i have a lotta sensory issues. the past few days has been...WEIRD feeling and i just now realized i was being overstimulated heavily. and now im having an overload and i hate it and i feel and hear everything. i hate how i look and feel and i HATE how loud this stupid house is. » Continue Reading
i saw it with a friend yesterday! honestly i wanna go see transformers AGAIN with someone. maybe them or maybe another friend- im obsessed » Continue Reading
so i plan it all. i am paying for the tickets and lunch. im giving him a free ride. and what does he do? THE MORNING OF? "im going on a hike idk when ill be back" ...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? seriously? this after he cancels me on halloween to hang out with someone neither of us even fucking like. after cancelling on me over and over for shit. after making fun of my art and my sensitivity to ... » Continue Reading
iiii am hyped. im going to go see transformers with my friend. im gonna see if i can go to the beach with mom. im gonna have a big park day! with swimming and lunch and a movie. im gonna do as much as possible. im so excited. » Continue Reading
im super hyped for summer- i finally get to do stuff not on the weekend! im gonna go to the park with my friends, go shopping, see movies and im 100% getting everyone to try the amathyst creamery [their ice creams so good]. » Continue Reading
i just got home from school and totally thought i had therapy- turns out its tommorow. and i mean thatS FINE but i kinda wish it was today. i think im gonna get panda express or something later okie dokie bye - lulu » Continue Reading