"tryna not yell at my friend"
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Category: Life
yknow what im not done whining. the two friends- they can pass for however they want. IM NONBINARY. I CANT PASS. so i just- its frustrating because i cant just- i cant blend in. and they dont get it. im not "chill about whatever im called like one or firmly in one gender like the other. i dunno im just- my brain hurts » Continue Reading
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itsw true. i do. most my friends are but i just- they dont CARE about the community and you cant talk about anything lgbt with them. they have this "fuck you. got mine" attitude. and are always like "ugh why do people care sooo much" like...because we're in fuckin danger? like IM SORRRY youre a little irritated by people in your community genuenly trying to spread awareness for the real danger o... » Continue Reading
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my attention supply is depleted. im exhausted. i cant sleep. i can barely eat. im depressed. my new therapist sucks. my friends are just bored of me. i tried making friends here and they got bored too. im so tired. im struggling to function » Continue Reading
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i know i usually do this at the end of the day but i got a plan and im gonna stick to it. i had a three day flare up but its over now so i can get back to work on cleaning. floors mostly done i just need to finish patching up the wall and move my desk- then clean around that and vaccum then re-organize both my desk and vanity. then i have to take trash out and clean up my two bookcases- then i n... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
this is about a "friend" who ive vented about before. ive known him the longest and for some fucking reason hes a huge asshole now. all he cares about is that stupid sky kid shit game he keeps pushing me to play even though im not fucking interested in it. hes spent over 1000 dollars on the dumb thing and another friend said he LOST IT when he couldnt play it when he wanted to for once. its all ... » Continue Reading
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today was- slow? but i didnt get a ton done. i woke up at 8 then went back to sleep till 10. i went out for lunch ans got nachos. i wrote down some notes for a video im working on. then i did dishes and while watching a philza vod i had to take a nap- so i took a 2 hour nap then showered at 3:40 ish- and from then till now i was playing minecraft honestly. two double chests of dirt and a double c... » Continue Reading
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its not like its new for me. im going back for the third time. ive been ditched by 5 therapists. today i go back in again for the first time since ...like june of last year? its someone new and im just- ...im nervous. what if they leave again? what if we dont get along? what if its a dude? what if theyre religous? i hated the male therapists i had. i was uncomfortable with the religous ones. an... » Continue Reading
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weird day. didnt sleep till 6 AM- went out with a friend a while which turned into bio dad and him talking about cars. got back- bby bro started building a bookcase for me then i got fuckin scolded cause we did that in the living room and not my room for some fucking reason. all around i feel like today ive been either ignored or treated like a bratty child. i cant find the intake papers and to... » Continue Reading
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so day after a shit birthday. 1 AM to 6 AM puked a bunch then had to take three naps and take tylenol all day. i managed like a little bit of birthday cake but its too much sugar rn. had reflux all day. i did SOME cleaning but my neck pain was givin me such shit i had to just stop. tommorow ill clean and hopefully go out with two friends to try the taco bell nuggets. » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
my brothers never really eat veggies unless explicitly told do which baffles me? like have u never enjoyed a good tiny plate of carrots with ranch? or brocolli and cheese dip? not even a tiddlywink of frozen pea's to munch on when youre too hot from being outside during summer? like veggies are so good- peanut butter and celery has me on my knees when i need to have a snack that feels filling bu... » Continue Reading
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the bookcase...STILL not here. just- frustrated and tired. and annoyed with a friend whos an entitled little piss baby- thats all » Continue Reading
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today was odd. i dont know quite how- i have a lot of weird days. today especially i just- ugh. i slept in till 11- bad habit i know. then i got a drink at the station and came back- i played some minecraft, folded laundry, made lunch- im just- ugh. i feel weird and sore and tired and bleh. ive felt really ugly the past few days- just- unhappy with how i look and being too out of it to fix it. ... » Continue Reading
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