1/19/25

today was odd. i dont know quite how- i have a lot of weird days. today especially i just- ugh. 

i slept in till 11- bad habit i know. then i got a drink at the station and came back- i played some minecraft, folded laundry, made lunch- 

im just- ugh. i feel weird and sore and tired and bleh. 

ive felt really ugly the past few days- just- unhappy with how i look and being too out of it to fix it. my bookcase also got...delayed so ill have to wait longer to get it and unpack the big tub with all my books. 

at least ive been reading barbarian alien- loving it. i heard the audiobook but now i get to read it and stuff. ridged dicks guys...ridged. and blue! 

also apparently tik tok isnt banned anymore. i- 2025 has started off...interestingly. and im gettin NERVOUS. im waiting for the next youtuber being outted for something disgusting. might be dream for the millionth time. my 2025 bingo has penguinz0 exposing dream for something CRAZY. or jack does it. 

my back really hurts- not bad but uncomfortable. i tried napping but i just couldnt get comfy or fall asleep.  and im hungry again- i am STARVING today for some reason im gonna go eat