i need gay friends

itsw true. i do. most my friends are but i just- 

they dont CARE about the community and you cant talk about anything lgbt with them. they have this "fuck you. got mine" attitude. and are always like "ugh why do people care sooo much" like...because we're in fuckin danger? 

like IM SORRRY youre a little irritated by people in your community genuenly trying to spread awareness for the real danger out there. theyre trying to protect YOU TOO do you not get that? 

i get it. its exhausting. but you cant just ignore trans or gay issues all around forever. i know its not fair but its not going to GET FAIR unless you GET OFF YOUR ASS and help when you can. i dont expect them to be activists but...maybe just be a LITTLE informed? 

i cant keep sitting them down to explain basic concepts. i cant keep gently talking them down. and everytime they say "i just dont associate with the trans communiy" my heart breaks because from our personal expiriences i KNOW its because they just dont wanna be around anything that isnt an 100% positive expirience. 

and i repeat- i get it! comfort is great. but i just..its frustrating doing the WORK i can for the community...while they profit while doing nothing? 

you cant even talk about lgbt without them seeming irritated.

am i crazy??