"★ Looking back at the time i used to live :D"
i am 15 years old girl, and i have asperger, im the failure :D
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I feel like im not that usseless anymore, i started cleaning my plates, helping when im needed, and basically just... being less messy and annoying. Now its like... i see my brother and i started to see something weird about him, despite that hes already in university... hes not as mature as i believed him to be.. I mean... hes... starting to be... a problem... i guess. - he never cleans his plate... » Continue Reading
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i feel like a complete dog. i love, trust, and talk like a dog. i break everything they gift me like a dog. i follow people like a dog. i get ignored like a dog. i am dirty like a dog. i bark like a dog. i eat like a dog. i act like a dog. ... who i was again? » Continue Reading
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these days i have been feeling more upbeat with my life, i feel more confident with my own body and i feel atleast a bit more happier now i wonder what it was, maybe because i started going to the gim with my brother, or just because i finally left away one of my toxic friends?, i dont know, but im enjoying it for sure i have new ideas, like making a plushie of one of my OCs, i dont know, one that... » Continue Reading
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dude, this night i had the weirdest dream it started and i already had a camera in my hands, i was recording a video about a raccon and a rat, both of them inside a jar that was summerged in water, worst thing? that damn raccon could even breath underwater so it straigh up went and killed the rat. i had to run away cause that raccon was also going to kill me (dude was big and his eyes damn glowed)... » Continue Reading
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what if i make a Puppet?, a small pet that i can decorate, play and speak without hurting or making them leave me, i can make gifts for him and he would play with me, maybe all day long, maybe just some hours and i will keep my life on i feel so lonely, maybe even making a puppet to fill my void will just make it a slave of my imagination, i feel so wrong, what is wrong with me these days?, what i... » Continue Reading
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My first package arrived! it got the two loom band kits i ordered in the internet, finally, i can move from making simple designs, to now cooler things! this day was really nice, i was able to walk around my city and boy some other things (and more loom bands), i wish someday i was able to walk more time outside, but oh well.. although.. from the previous days... i guess i was in some bad things, ... » Continue Reading
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09/07/23 today mom allowed me to go with dad and see some horses with him, it was really nice!, well, some accidents happened during the horse show. a girl (jockey) suddenly falls from her horse and the horse hits her leg (atleast no broken bones), and then a dad (also a jockey) made his child get in a horse, but the dad got distracted and the horse runned away with the girl, atleast other jockey... » Continue Reading
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01/07/23 i can finally rest!, school has been hard, but i did it to winter vacations! i wonder what can i do now, maybe more things, or a new bracelet!, or maybe learn to draw much better, but at the same time i want to sleep for an entire day i do wonder what can i do, i dont expect my mother to allow me to go outside and get some things (and the fact that i know how to travel by bus! >:( well, i... » Continue Reading
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someday i will run out of beads to make bracelets, my mother said i cant take them to school because they are too colorful and might give me detention (?) i... sometimes dont understand my mother, i took one of my bracelets to school and they had told me nothing!, nothing at all!, well..., she works in the same school i go to, so i understand her concern, but from the first day the completely fill... » Continue Reading
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