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"thriving in winter quarter"
20, wa, they/he, INTP
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cigarettes
Category: Writing and Poetry
the tips of your fingertips smell of cigarettes. the sour smell of smoke and the rough feeling of your chapped lips. lips stained with the taste of Marlboro reds. every kiss a sour taste coats my lips, my tongue, the back of my throat. one kiss away from coughing at the irritating flavor, and yet i still grab on to the back of your neck. i still pull you further into my embrace and melt at the fee... » Continue Reading
rip my heart out
Category: Writing and Poetry
I pressed my fingers against my chest » Continue Reading
happy new year
Category: Life
it's 2024, and i have few prospects that i'm actually excited for. i turn 21 this year, winter quarter is starting and my medication is finally balancing out. these are all good things, so why do i feel so fucking annoyed and frustrated about how my life is panning. when it comes to the future, i have no idea what i actually want to do with my life. everyone is expecting me to have some kind of ... » Continue Reading
college
Category: School, College, University
since arriving at college, i've realized that living without my parent is exactly what i needed. my mental health is better, i'm happier, and everyone around me is actually interested in doing something with their lives. i'm no longer surrounded by people that are too eerily content with living in the same town for the rest of their lives. being surrounded by people like that makes the world feel ... » Continue Reading
english class
Category: Life
today, the class is a mixed batch of energy and exhaustion. the strange pulse of a divided energy, and somehow the longer i sit here the urge to shut my eyes and drift off becomes apparent to my mind. my teacher's voice is soothing and a strange reminder of all the stories i was never told as a child. i often spend my time in this class pondering on the past. wondering what could have been and wha... » Continue Reading