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Category: Life
It's like 4am as I'm writing this, and I needed to go use the bathroom, and when I opened the fucking door, my cat came charging at me full speed, and that shit scared me so bad I woke up my sister on accident. I'm literally shaking rn, what the fuck was that? Jesus... » Continue Reading
Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
So, many people describe ADHD as having a million tabs open in your head at once, which can make them inattentive and shit. Well as someone with ADHD myself, I beg to fucking differ. Even though I described it that way ever since I got diagnosed, I've always felt that that only scratched the surface of what I actually felt, but I never had a way to describe it. Until today. So, I was on YouTube... » Continue Reading
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Category: Web, HTML, Tech
EDIT (should probably mention this before it stirs up some weird scandal since I'm paranoid asf about it): I'm not affiliated with the cult nor have I heard about it until I saw the video linked below (infact, I'm not even sure if it's real given how unusual it is, but it does seem like it could be. Might research it more thourouly if needed), I just thought the site was cool since I happen to lik... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Tbh, I am so sick and tired of the way my life's going right now, and I genuinely wish it were the 2010s again. Yeah, sure, politics were pretty popular, especially in 2016-2017 when trump got elected, but the difference between now and then is that unless you worked for twitter or something, you didn't HAVE to give a shit about it because it wasn't being pushed in your face 24/7. You didn't have ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Okay, this is kind of just a repeat of what I said on my last blog, but honestly, the 2020's have just been a really dark time period from me, and I fear that it's getting worse. Every god damn day, all I ever have to hear about ball these major, dystopian, end-of-the-world events on the news and on social media, everyone's fighting over stupid shit, there's constant online drama that fogs up you... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Dude, I didn't think that being chronically online and a NEET was gonna be stressful but oh my god it is living HELL. Every god damn day, it's just the same things: Stupid online drama that nobody in the real world would give a shit about AI slop that keeps popping up on my feed no matter how many times I click "not interested" or block people Tiktok shop ads for the same pieces of lingerie that ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So, I've recently been staying up all night because it's became apparent that I'll never recover from my mental health problems ever and I'm gonna be forced to be a NEET for the rest of my life, so what would be the point in having a "healthy" sleep schedule? Well, my bitch ass parents told me that they were gonna set an alarm for like 2 am and I would have to be in bed by that time, and they als... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
Okay, so I got bored and decided to check out the recent blogs tab, and there was this post that reminded me of the time I went into crisis and had to go to the mental hospital, and my friends fucking left me while I was literally about to attempt suicide and shit. It's been months since that particular incident, and I'm okay now, but like, what the fuck man??? I literally could've died that day ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
So, this has been on my mind for the past while, but to be honest, I think I'm getting kind of sick of this whole "Nozomi Kaizoku" thing. I remember making this persona (formerly called "Pikatina Ogashi") when I was like 12-13 years old in hopes of getting famous on the internet (spoiler alert: I never did, at least I never got SUPER famous like Case Oh or Markiplier did), and after I changed the... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Tried to ask for criticism on my fucking website because I was so passionate about it, and nobody said shit, and it killed my web development hyperfixiation. Atp, why do i even bother trying? nobody fucking cares about me, yet they wanna act like they do, and I'm fucking tired of it (I'll bet nobody's even reading this fucking blog, which proves my point.) » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
So, I was just working on my Neocities page and shit, when I noticed that the images in the 404 page randomly disappeared. I tried editing the code to hopefully fix it, but nothing worked. So I go onto google and try to look up some ways to fix this, and somebody on Reddit said that it might have to do with my browser's cache fucking it up, and that I could fix it by clearing the cache. So I do ... » Continue Reading
Category: Web, HTML, Tech
So, as I suggested on my homepage , I'm thinking about opening up a separate page for Graphics n stuff (don't worry! the home page will still look cool, but I'll have to think about another way to accomplish that since the blinkies are a little cluttering in my opinion. I'm open to suggestions!) What do you guys think? » Continue Reading
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