something funny about getting older is you tend to forget your age. i was about to correct my account age from 21 to 22 when i remembered: "... no yeah, i am 21." i think my brain likes to overcorrect how old i subconsciously think i am, because i know im only 21, but with how slow and underdeveloped my life has been up to this point, it feels like i'm running out of time. and so, my brain tricks ... » Continue Reading
the other day my friend came over to my house and read my latest blog entry and thought my character names were all pretty similar (cus they all end with A lol) and i feel like she's right. right now the names are: Laura Maria Ximena Delina me personally, I've grown close with Delina, BUT i think i can change the other threes' names. Maria's name used to be Lupe, but it didn't stick for long. ... » Continue Reading
i've been writing this story called "nightshift 90.5" since like 2022 and it's been my goal to make this show into a project. I've been creating the script and concept art for a while now. I have no actual team that I've pitched this project to yet, I just have one supporter (my best friend, jovonte) if you were curious, the story is about 4 girls (laura, ximena, maria, and delina) in college and ... » Continue Reading
i have never written a public blog before but like, it's not really much of a blog more just "i am so fkin lonely, none of my friends are awake/will speak to me/look like they wanna talk, so now im sad," kind of post :( why does it feel so painful to want to talk to people and you can sort of tell they are in the mood to not speak? sometimes i feel like it has to do with my personality, like maybe... » Continue Reading