getting older: losing track of your seniority

something funny about getting older is you tend to forget your age. i was about to correct my account age from 21 to 22 when i remembered:

"... no yeah, i am 21." i think my brain likes to overcorrect how old i subconsciously think i am, because i know im only 21, but with how slow and underdeveloped my life has been up to this point, it feels like i'm running out of time. and so, my brain tricks me into believing i am an old fart who has nothing to show for the life i have lived. like by now, i should've at least planned to become senator or become the next big household name -- i'm not. i'm 21 and my life has yet to begin or take form. and i know i shouldn't worry because i have scripts, i have sticky note animatics, i have ideas, i have plans that i was meant to execute this year. 

i am so psyched to set my stories free.

what i seek is seeking me.

what you seek is seeking you.