i had a blog post pinned that i made like 8 months ago to introduce myself but im human and i change slightly over time so here's a new one. Hello! I am Sylvester! i am 21 years old (minors plz dni), trans man, hailing from around midwest usa. my music taste wildly varies because when i say i listen to everything i mean everything. at the moment though ive been listening to mcr, depeche mode, mi... » Continue Reading
good evening it's been several months since ive logged on. call that mental illness. i will now recap everything that has happened since i last posted anything. - i am now 21 years old. party hardy. - i am inked (stick and poke protection sigil from boyfriend) - took a month long trip and sustained second degree burns on a booze cruise in florida - i am back to drawing now but it's only sonic ch... » Continue Reading
idk WHAT happened to me but just within the past like. week or so i feel like ive come back from the dead. i dont really know how to describe how my mental state was for the past few months other than "Someone else (or a collection of mist and fog) was piloting my body. It got a job and spent all my money but I'm back now." idk how weird this is but i felt like my name wasn't my own. i felt like i... » Continue Reading
woahh so it's been a quick second since ive been on here. my deepest apolocheese, ive been inactive pretty much everywhere on the internet. since my last post my mental health has spiraled more and more out of control. currently writing this from my friend's couch because ive had crazy cabin fever at my house. so ive visited my family once since i came out and it went. fine i guess. my grandma di... » Continue Reading
i've wanted to come out to my family for a long time now, but i've been very afraid to. today while laying in bed, i made the impulsive decision to just go for it. i had drafted my coming out text months ago, but decided to rewrite it a little before i sent it. i decided to do it while i was alone, so it could be my personal moment of solidarity i guess lol. i had my dog curled up in my lap and i... » Continue Reading
OKAY so this morning the trailer for Sonic 3 dropped finally and i watched it with my boyfriend and want to share my thoughts THIS DOES HAVE SPOILERS FOR THE ACTUAL MOVIE BECAUSE IM GONNA BE TALKING ABOUT LEAKED STORYBOARDS FROM A WHILE AGO SO FAIR WARNING im sorta gonna be going through the whole thing as i rewatch it and share my thoughts as things happen in the trailer. 1. the "in my lungs" jok... » Continue Reading
hyde has been hyperfixated on the warrior cats series for a little while now. while i was visiting the other weekend he brought it up again and asked if i wanted to make a cat oc with him. i told him i would if i knew more about the series, so he let me borrow the first two books to see if im interested. im currently on chapter 4 of the first book and all i can say is.. im very interested. i absol... » Continue Reading
im once again high and getting emotional about the people i love so im gonna write about my friend hyde again. this is kinda me describing two separate hangout days but whatever. the first one is a few months ago, but i cant really recall when. hyde and i had gone to a cheap book store and bought a wrestling dvd, stopped at the gas station for snacks and ice cream, and sat and watched wrestling w... » Continue Reading
so i will admit that i have written an embarrassing amount of sonadow fanfiction in my lil google docs that i have never posted elsewhere. should i post it somewhere or just let it rot? i think if i did post it on ao3 or anything id need to use a new username or something, just bc i get really embarassed about it lol. i have also written other stuff! but unfortunately i have two hedgehogs spinning... » Continue Reading
mesmerizer. song with miku and teto. the trend has long since passed but i have been listening to this song religiously for the past few days and i cannot get it out of my mind. i let the brainrot consume me and i was forced to draw sonic and shadow in the outfits and poses from the music video. im actually losing my fucking mind over this im going crazy im going crazy i have genuinely been contem... » Continue Reading
i was looking through the forums and remembered this dream i had, and thought id write about it because of how amazing it was ^_^ i can't remember how i learned i could do this, but i found out that i could make anything happen as long as i said it as an objective fact. for example i looked outside at a nearby building and said "the building im looking at is a hobbit house". (hobbit houses are tho... » Continue Reading