*materializes in a puff of black smoke*

good evening 

it's been several months since ive logged on. call that mental illness. i will now recap everything that has happened since i last posted anything.

- i am now 21 years old. party hardy. 

- i am inked (stick and poke protection sigil from boyfriend)

- took a month long trip and sustained second degree burns on a booze cruise in florida

- i am back to drawing now but it's only sonic character at the moment

- i did not make it to my testosterone appointment in january because my car broke down. it got rescheduled for early april but i was on the boat at the time and literally had a dream about my appointment being a different day so i didnt realize i had missed it until i got home

- was gifted a supply of a couple year's worth of testosterone via illegal testosterone distribution ring ive been invited into

- i have not seen the minecraft movie

- still unemployed and reaching absolute pressure about it

- spent FAR too much money on a disposable cart in florida. was encouraged to do so by a beautiful blue haired woman and im only a man. she told me to put honey on my burns

- boyfriend has almost entirely taken over the task of driving places, so ive become a semi-permanent passenger princess

- i continuously disappoint and anger my boyfriend's parents by still being in their house

- started and then stopped taking prozac 

there's more but when i say i can't remember what i've been doing since i last posted i mean it. winter tends to cause my mind to start shutting down, i just timeskipped to spring and am now waking up. but we're so back and i'll be posting So Very Much from now on i think