the fog

idk WHAT happened to me but just within the past like. week or so i feel like ive come back from the dead. i dont really know how to describe how my mental state was for the past few months other than "Someone else (or a collection of mist and fog) was piloting my body. It got a job and spent all my money but I'm back now."

idk how weird this is but i felt like my name wasn't my own. i felt like i didn't have a name at all, i was just an empty shell walking around waiting for things to get better. ive had some very therapeutic talks and smoke sessions with my buddies since then and im self medicating on prozac now and i feel a little bit less fucking insane, so that's good. 

uhh shadow movie soon! i got shadow game and ive almost finished it, i love it a ton but i dont get to play it very often since the playstation isnt like. technically mine (it's a whole other issue idk if i really wanna talk about lol). boyfriend bought us tickets to see shadow in these weird new theater chairs, they vibrate and move in sync with the movie i guess? idk i think itll either suck ass or be really cool. 

not much else to say. since being revived ive cleaned my room and applied for jobs because The Fog also quit his job before finding employment elsewhere and left me with 59 fucking cents in my bank account. thanks buddy