Where this Canadian family moved to Russia to escape "LGBTQ+ ideology" and it went disastrous. They are conservative and right wingers who despise LGBTQ+ so bad they tried to transfer their children to Russia because Russia was homophobic and it's known for that mainly. Being gay by itself is even illegal there. Only their oldest son didn't go because he thought the parents were out of their godda... » Continue Reading
I am about to head in the shower. I'll probably still be able to message everyone, do not worry. In the mean time, I'm in the mood to listen to Dr. acula. /* == font import == */ @font-face { font-family: 'onyx'; src: url(https://external-media.spacehey.net/m » Continue Reading
You know, that Greeley Estates song right? I wanted to blog this because that song also correlates to my life a lot. I'm not sure if others relate to it, but I feel the same feelings that Ryan expressed in that song. See Your Scars is also one that makes me really break down, like break down as in crying, that kind of thing you know? Greeley Estates just always has songs that speak to me either em... » Continue Reading
For some reason, I'm observing the world around me and it just seems so boring and pointless. And I know I put an update saying how happy I was for the first time in years a day ago, but even back then and now, I am sad, and it seems like the skies are just getting darker in front of my face. Not sure if that's just me but every time I look at the clouds, it seems dull. Even if it's not grey cloud... » Continue Reading
The gore accounts seemed to have disappeared from all that spazz of them a few, but now it's these NSFW accounts I keep seeing. And the names of them are so ridiculous. "13 YEAR OLD TIGHT PUSSY" and crap. I've had to report every single one I've come across, and these accounts aren't funny. I don't know why they think they're so edgy or whatever for liking gore and whatnot. You're just sick. And I... » Continue Reading
It's the first time I've felt happy since years of feeling sadness now! I'm actually feeling happy today, I do not know what caused it, but I found myself smiling instead of looking sad today. My friend pointed it out and she was very glad I was experiencing happiness and not sadness. I do not know what my mood will be like tomorrow, I just hope it'll be different, I do not want to be sad again. » Continue Reading
People judge you for who you are...they don't know anything about you. They say words about you for doing such little things. But what do they know??? They just say so many false things. It's ridiculous how people are. They'll judge you for how you dress, how you talk, even stuff you do naturally. Like being quiet. I'd know this, because I was one of those quiet kids people made fun of during scho... » Continue Reading
I'm not sure if I'm alone on this, but I'd usually sit down and just cry for no reason while playing music, but my mood is always sad every single day. Blogging this probably feels useless, but this is just a update on how I'm doing, I haven't been on for a while now because I was busy with things, but I've been doing a lot of crying. The song that speaks to me the most is When The Sun Sleeps by ... » Continue Reading
Subcultures aren't a thing that should be bought. Media makes it seem that way and it pisses me off. No need to buy a whole bunch of shit. Most people don't even want to be in a subculture, they only want to be in it because of some Pinterest aesthetic board. And then they dedicate their entire look to be that way just for that and not for themselves. » Continue Reading
It was like you could do anything back then without getting hate, but now, it's even worse. Now people can just be rude at you for you doing as little as sneezing or coughing. It's so ridiculous. I remember seeing comments once of how girls laughed at them for walking or doing their homework alone. They'll pick on you for anything, and you can't escape it. And conforming into your own style is wor... » Continue Reading
Goodbye Soundscape Signal The Escape Oh Sweet Ransom I Never Heard The Bullet Ephen Rian GunsLikeGirls Penknifelovelife Five Minute Ride A Beautiful Oblivion With One Last Breath Her Death And After That's all, I hope you guys enjoy them. » Continue Reading