"Rotting, decaying even"
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It's said that bad people got no remorse, that feeling bad means being good But I'm either the exception to the rule or representing everyone else, when I say I feel a weight in my chest and the filthiness of my actions but I can't seem to change I can't seem to do anything else other than worse and worse and worse until doors close and I'm alone » Continue Reading
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I still don't know why I got that tic attack. Maybe the day was shitty, maybe it was the fact I haven't taken my morning meds in two days now simply because April and now may have been just so fucking bad and what the fuck are these pills doing while I recycle different kinds of insanity? I don't even have a psychiatrist atm to follow what I'm doing. I'll just fucking stop taking dinner meds too. ... » Continue Reading
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Due to my family's kinda fucked finances and just adopting a more punk ish mentality it's already years that my family every seasons says "you don't have clothes, we need to buy clothes for you!" (Which is not true I'm full of stuff they're just fucking crazy) and I reply with either "no" or show options from thrift websites like vinted etc. And they're like "no, nothing that has been used before... » Continue Reading
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I just. Fucking deleted everything. I was gonna say. Wonderful. Anyway. Setup "I don't fucking know what to do with my life and I want a meteor to hit me",blurred the cigs cus the lung is kinda gross lol. Also the cylindrical lighter? Way fucking better to hold. Also I bought it at the vending machine so I didn't know what I was getting and I ended up with a drawing of anubi, fave Egyptian god so... » Continue Reading
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Somebody hit my family's car while getting out of a parking spot, my computer bag is falling apart at rapid speed and I cannot keep up with the amount of assignments or quality of work Everything fucking sucks and everything I do never seems enough compared to others and I'm so alone and I just want the world to get burnt by the sun so tomorrow I don't have to wake up. Also all cigs taste the sam... » Continue Reading
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I swear I'd get noise cancelling headphones so fucking fast if they weren't expensive i hate it so much everyone talks so much why everyone talks so much I feel trapped in a noisy world and I need to escape » Continue Reading
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sooo fucking done. im just- done, just done. im so fucking tired of it. it's in the middle of the evening which mean i have to eat lunch early, do one hour of train, twenty minutes of bus just for 1 hour and a half of lesson where majority of the time we do nothing but having to listen to everybody say their stupid fucking assignment for that day and ten minutes of corrections of said assignment. ... » Continue Reading
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Remember I was smoking that pack of cigs as self destruction cus of how I felt and since I have a visceral hate for cigarettes? So like... I don't know if it's because I didn't deeply inhale or because it wasn't a consistent period of smoking those 17 cigs and so there were days of break where I was at home and so couldn't. But like,, I don't really have the urge to smoke others. To buy another pa... » Continue Reading
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Poland could have been responsible for mass murder through massive levels of unprocessed 100% organic cunt and we got beybah instead. my brain after watching this clip will have to call in sick for an entire week cus this is sick and twisted, my brain hasnt processed this video and thats why the slaying is not processed this didnt end up as the entry because it would have resulted in 150 dead and ... » Continue Reading
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I'm afraid I don't give a single fuck xoxo It's so interesting how much people start sounding annoying and full of defects once you stop interacting with 'em To think I was punishing myself few days ago. Who cares if I'm a bad person! It's not like I can change it! Might as well live it without whining about it. Bad people DO feel remorse, they just stop caring about it and I'm the living proof of... » Continue Reading
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Absolute fucking robbery. The jury gave so many fucking points to Sweden just because of the stupid Abba anniversary The entry has completed before. Why the fuck is she able to do this again. The song she sang was so bland, so similar to so many other melodies and it's even similar to the song she previously won with!! The jury alone gave her more than 300 fucking points. Try to tell me this was ... » Continue Reading
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