so fucking DONE with my creative writing class

sooo fucking done. im just- done, just done. im so fucking tired of it. it's in the middle of the evening which mean i have to eat lunch early, do one hour of train, twenty minutes of bus just for 1 hour and a half of lesson where majority of the time we do nothing but having to listen to everybody say their stupid fucking assignment for that day and ten minutes of corrections of said assignment. it's fucking boring. and then another twenty minutes of bus, one hours of train and I'm back at home feeling too tired to do any work

and every fucking time i hear the same shit about my writing and i do not.give.a.fuck. "try writing the concept in a different way than just a mere internal pain" try going to go fuck yourself <3

and i dont care if he's right or not about my writing, i dont care if the bland ass story of a guy getting scared of seagulls is more well constructed than mine, i.dont.care. fuck him fuck the entire class fuck having to listen to the voice of my stupid fucking classmates reciting their stupid fucking stories. 

but you know what? the last lesson is june 9th! i have one this week, another next week and then the last one and im fucking free! so until then ill just take my lil notes, not participate in class, possibly not go in class and just attend online so i dont have to do all that traveling for one stupid hour and a half and give my assignments late IF i find the will to do them at all which is reeeeally not a lot. oops im just soo filled with assignments this period, ill bring em next time OH GUESS WHAT THERE'S NO FUCKING NEXT TIME SEE YOU NEXT FUCKING YEAR BITCH

fuck it! i tried! doing assignments on time, taking notes and shit. it's not working out, i have other classes filling me with projects to do, some of which are waaay more fucking important than this, i guess i just dont fucking write good, cant be a god at everything. 

he started the course saying "i want to finish this course with all of you becoming great writers" guess what darling, it ain't fucking happening and I'll continue writing streams of fucking consciousness cus i dont really give a single FUCK.

just three little lessons, cant fucking wait.

and if ill ever actually write something, fuck it, if After and lore olympus got popular, so can i.